Too Close To Touch

Bedroom Hymn

Face-down in my bed
Asking, «Why am I such a wreck?»
Am I lost?
Fell out with some friends
Watched my parents get over-stressed
Are we lost?
But I hold on for a minute
My mind keeps spinning
Buried in the guilt that builds up deep in the life I’m living
Am I still living?
Neck deep, I’m swimming
So far from the shoreline
And I don’t know if I’ll make it
'Cause it feels like I’m drowning
I can’t breathe anymore
When all is gone and I can’t take more
I try to hold it back, try to hold it back
But it haunts my sleep, haunts my sleep
'Cause it feels like I’m drowning
I can’t breathe anymore
When all is gone and I can’t take more
I try to hold it back, try to hold it back
But it haunts my sleep, haunts my sleep
Maybe I’m messed up
From the demons that interrupt all my thoughts
Know I can’t stay hidden
So paint me up like a villain for my faults
But I hold on for a minute
My mind keeps spinning
Buried in the guilt that built up deep in the life I’m living
Am I still living?
Neck deep, I’m swimming
So far from the shore
And I know
'Cause it feels like I’m drowning
I can’t breathe anymore
When all is gone and I can’t take more
I try to hold it back, try to hold it back
But it haunts my sleep, haunts my sleep
'Cause it feels like I’m drowning
I can’t breathe anymore
When all is gone and I can’t take more
I try to hold it back, try to hold it back
But it haunts my sleep, haunts my sleep
Oh-oh-oh
Ah-ah-ah-ooh
Face-down in my bed
Asking, «Why am I such a wreck?»
Am I lost?
You say you understand
But I know that you may move on when I’m gone