Nilüfer Yanya

stabilise

Late night
Up all morning
I could feel something
But it Could be nothing
Where they go?
I know what’s out there
It’s up to you and me
I’m going downstairs
Got those keys
You’re going nowhere

It didn’t show that
Our days were parallel
We had to move fast
Don’t you slow me down
I’m going nowhere

Nothing goes above the high rise
Like no one gets back into your life
In a couple days I’m gonna lose this
In a couple places getting bruises
Just to heal my body

Said she’s coming
But that don’t mean nothing
Cuz I’m not waiting
For no one to save me
And if I’m going to stabilise
If I’m gonna stabilise
If I’m gonna stay.

Theres nothing out there
For you and me
Im going nowhere
Until it bleeds
Im going nowhere

Dogs fight
Stayed up all morning
Thought I could feel something
But my mind keeps jumping
Back and forth

It might seem unfair but it worked for me
Going downstairs
Here for the therapy
That’s going nowhere

It was the school bag
Showing up at four
It was a small flat
Rotten to the core
Still going nowhere

Nothing goes above the high rise
Like no one gets back into your life
In a couple days I’m gonna lose this
In a couple places getting bruises
Just to heal my body.