Haster

Your Silence

You used to get me high.
Your broken wings couldn't fly.
Used up and spit on by, adolescence and all your useless pride.
You'd sit and wait instead of try.
Until I opened your eyes.
I taught you how to use your mind.
Cuz girl you got to live your life.
I'll see you next time.
We used to scream at night,
Get so messed up that when we'd fight,
We'd go for blood but when the light of morning shed through the blinds.
We'd lay and hold each other tight,
And let our bodies make it right.
Now I'm a monster if I try.
I make her dirty with my eyes.
I'll see you next time.
I've been here waiting for awhile
And lifted this weight for too long
I can't breathe what do you want from me? Your silence makes me think nothing.
I lost my way.
For nothing. For nothing.
I told you once, that I would be so great.
But I can't attain, with you dragging me.
What are you waiting for?
I feel so alone.
Cut you out.
The one you love should feel your love.
And I don't.
Why do I live for you?
What did we miss?
We're better than this.
I'll see you next time.
I've been here waiting for awhile
And lifted this weight for too long
I can't breathe what do you want from me? Your silence makes me think nothing.